Simply perfect

Instrumentation Colony, Rajeev Gandhi Nagar, Kota, Rajasthan, India.

10th August, 2019.

Its just fascinating to see how each day of my life unfolds. From instantaneous plans to long deep conversations, I’m doing all sorts of stuff these days. Having huge ambitions (kinda unrealistic ones ; but who cares), laughing my heart out on the silliest of jokes, bitching bout people, from listening old stories to making new plans there’s no end to the chinwag.

The rainy days that I hate the most, didn’t seem all that bad today. I was still willing to walk on the dirty roads, cause it was fun to be around, for more lines and more walks.

It’s all kinda new yet kinda old. There’s the excitement of something different and the comfort of something I’m used to. It’s always the best and just keeps getting better. And I say it with all good intention.

I’m literally like working hard, and you know the satisfaction when you think that your day was productive, that’s what I aim to sleep with each night.

I’m honestly grateful for a lot of stuff, be it the anger, the taunts, the arguments, the sweetness, the understanding, the love. Just everything. And you know that I know you know that.

Studying for long hours is like the only plan I have every morning when I wake up, and trust me I’m so enjoying it. And you know you’re deep into this shit, when even your humour has chemistry in it.

I’m just wishing for living days with more fun, more talks and more happiness.

The path for this ore from the furnace to the gold may not be easy but definitely worth it. Cause this tie has still to go a long way.

~Minza.

12:51 am

P.S. – I know I was supposed to sleep early, but just couldn’t resist writing all this.

Mon Ami!

Kota, Rajasthan, India.

28th July, 2019.

Monsoon and me…. huh…. this combination can never go right. The worst of roads and the sultry weather, it’s definitely not the time I would want to leave my bed and even think of going out.

But I did.

Again, I guess these days either I’m like too happy or maybe the heavens have their own way of pleasing me often, cause yesterday for me was like THE best… like I don’t even know why, or maybe I do. The cold winds, lofty clouds and the resplendent place, I was exalted with that itself. And of course mon meilleur ami!

So yeah it was like that, with the mesmerising atmosphere I guess I was kind of lost in tranquility, and to some extent lost my sanity too.

But nevermind, small imperfections make a perfect day even more exemplary. And an Impeccable companion, to sum up is all you need.

Roaming on wilds which were never trudged upon surrounded by the sumptuous view, was something I don’t get to see that often. It was fun cause it was Me and I was there cause there was …..

~Minza.

Absconding life

Kota, Rajasthan, India.

21st July, 2019.

Surely one of the best days, I had in a long while. How do I explain it…. moody, fun, exciting, creative and can’t miss the visuals, of course.

You know the feeling when you find the perfect canvas for your art, that’s exactly what it was.

Roaming around unknown paths, appreciating what we might never see again and absorbing the best and most beautiful of memories that would go a long way.

Just so wholesome, calm and serene. Amidst all the chaos we go through everyday, a little escape once in a while is all I long for. And with the best partner in crime is all you can wish for.

Not wanting to go, to not in a mood to leave, when places outshine you expectations, that’s the sense of satisfaction you wish for.

Getting to know something new about you everyday doesn’t even seem new anymore. And calling it a journey to know myself, aboard with an accomplice on this voyage across turbulent times is aptly worded.

Cheers to all the good and bad, gains and sacrifices, actually just everything.

And Thank You….

~Minza.

Evening stride

IL Colony, Kota, Rajasthan, India.

12th July, 2019.

Strangely comfortable; that’s how I would define it. Maybe, not the best but definitely one of the most priced possessions for me. Such a free spirited bird …… possession? ….. maybe not, but I would still call it one.

The first thing in the morning and the last voice of the day, huh! We’ve come a long way. Kind of weird to say but at times you really make my day.

It’s our own matinee; Something like a little play, everyday, no need to say.

If you wish, well you may, but I won’t let you go astray cause it’s already halfway.

The constant delays, stories full of cliches, that never fail to amaze, and there it is, my case that lays.

‘Jack of all trades’ might not only be a phrase. I don’t know yet, but I do, that’s definitely an aspiring gaze. Some might call it craze but for me, surely worth the praise.

It’s just a life phase for us to rise and raise, I don’t know for how long but I’ll be there always.

(P.S. – The last line though…. aah….. I know…… Definitely not to be taken otherwise, cause I’m just saying ;-))

~Minza.

(2:48am -13th July, 2019)

It’s all habitual

Rajeev Gandhi Nagar, Kota, Rajasthan, India.

23rd June, 2019.

It’s weird how you get used to stuff you weren’t even supposed to start, be it good or bad, and how that starts affecting you in ways you don’t even realise. Making habits with caution cause they are hard to get rid off, but at times you just can’t control the situation your way.

There’s something I heard recently that “You should be thankful to people while they are good to you and not condemn them if they stop doing so because no was ever obliged to be kind to you in the first place.”

Hmm, kinda makes sense…

P.S. – The picture above was clicked by a friend, I just edited it.

~Minza.

Long time

Kota, Rajasthan, India.

Seriously been a while ever since I put up something here. Just that life has been insanely busy these days and I consider it a blessing having 6 hours for sleep. Met quite a few new people, life’s a bit new these days too.

~Minza.

Difference

Kota, Rajasthan, India.

March, 2019.

I love new. Whether is clothes, a new flavour of ice cream or a new flavour of chips, I just want to try everything new. New gives me the hope that things can change for the better. Will there be a difference?

~Minza.

Not in mind

Kota, Rajasthan, India.

February, 2019.

Having no time to sleep, having no time to even breathe in peace can be fulfilling. Even though at the end of the day I barely have energy to even stand up, having those beside me going through the same troubles and struggles, inspire me.

~Minza.

Stand tall

Kota, Rajasthan, India.

19th January, 2019.

Don’t talk to people who give stress, that is why my phone has no one calling me for the whole day. I like talking to people, I like being alone in my room. I like studying but I hate studying.

Life is having fun, making fun of me.

P.S.- The title is me convincing the 160cm me, that height doesn’t give heights.

~Minza.

Let’s play

Goa, India.

October, 2017.

Life is hard. Life is thrilling. Life is having fun. Life is having no time to have fun…. But still have fun.

Life is being optimistic and the irony is me being idealistic, while saying this, as it’s not part of my characteristic.

~Minza.